2 Years {WonTeuk FanFiction} Ch. 1

Leeteuk POV



"Ok everyone! Super Junior will be on stage in 15 minutes! Get ready!" The director shouted, I nodded, it was our first Sexy, Free and Single live stage and everyone was nervous, even I was nervous but I'm not allowed to show it. I have to be confident and brave, that is one of my responsibilities as leader of this group

"Okay everyone!" I shouted to get my brothers attention, I looked around at them all as they all approached me from different directions, some from make-up, some from wardrobe. But there was one missing… I looked around and counted again but there were only 9 of them "Where is Siwon?" I looked around frantically, as did everyone else "the last time I saw him he was having his hair done" Ryeowook squeaked from the back, I nodded and got out my phone to ring him but as soon as I did "Siwon! Hurry up!" I heard Eunhyuk shout, I looked up and followed Eunhyuks gaze and found Siwon walking towards us, he was so beautiful and flawless, his eyes were sharp and cunning but handsome and deep, and every step he took made his soft hair bounce and his muscles tense and relax. I had admitted to myself a few weeks ago that I had fell in love with this stunning creature, but he will never find out, I can't let his know.

"I'm sorry I'm late… Hair dresser noona had a bit of trouble with her equipment, she apologised too" Siwon bowed but I couldn't respond, his voice was so hypnotic, the low tone along with the sincere pitch. I didn't even realise everyone was watching me until Eunhyuk placed a hand on my shoulder "Teukie… Are you feeling ok?" I shot my head up and saw 9 worried eyes looking at me "Oh… y-yes I'm fine" I smiled, Eunhyuk nodded but not everyone was convinced, to be honest the only thing wrong with me was that I had a deep, dark secret that I couldn't share with anyone, I mentally slapped myself for not paying attention to my actions.

"Okay, everyone is here, are you all ready?" I shouted and smiled to bring everyone's confidence up and it worked "YEH!!" Everyone stuck one fist in the air, I smiled and nodded "We are Super Juni-OR" I started and everyone finished with me putting there hands in the middle of out meeting circle "OKAY!" We all shouted rising out hands and grinning.

I loved these times, where we are all together, of course I miss the 5 that are missing but they will never leave my heart. Even when I have to leave… It will be hard but I will have to get though it…

I lowered my head in thought catching the attention of Eunhyuk, Siwon and Ryeowook "Are you sure you're ok? You've been spacing out a lot lately and you look really tired… Have you been sleeping?" Ryeowook asked and the other nodded all having a mutual thought, I shook my head "Don't worry about me, I'm fine really… Yeh I'm a little tired but I'll be fine I promise" I smiled at them once again, I hated lying to them but I couldn't let them worry, they smiled back

"Ok hyung…" They all said in union, causing me to laugh a little.

"Super Junior are you ready? Your on in 1 minute!" The director shouted, I took a deep breath before getting everyone to follow me to the stage, I got on the stage first followed but Eunhyuk, Ryeowook then Donghae and Kyuhyun then Siwon and Kangin and then Yesung and Shindong and Sungmin.

We scattered round and finally got in to place waiting for the music to start, I could feel my heart getting fast and my breath getting heavier, this always happens to me when we are about to perform a new song but it was also because the man crouched next to me was the one a loved… My best friend…

I soft voice brought me out of my thoughts "Hey, you can stop with the leader stuff… I'm your best friend… You can tell me if anything is wrong" I looked to my left and simple nodded at his offer, the light suddenly came on and the music started causing me to loose focus for a second but then I got in to the beat and in to the dance.

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The Performance was perfect, from what I saw, everyone had sang there part really well and everyone had danced perfectly, I noticed Donghae mess up on one move but the professional that he is, he soon made his mistake look like it was part of the performance.

We all looked at each other smiling and laughing as the crowd screamed and clapped, this was the moments we cherished, I cherished, we all lined up and bowed, the MC handed me the microphone and the crowd went quiet.

This was the part I was dreading…

I could feel my heart getting faster again…

My breath getting heavier…

I looked to my left then my right getting confidence from my dongseungs, the thing was… I was scared about there reactions to the news I was about to tell… I hadn't told them yet… I haven't told anyone to this point…

"Hello everybody!!!" I shouted trying to get to crowd to cheer again to give me more confidence, I looked around at all the signs and poster, I loved every single one "Thank you all for being here tonight! I sincerely hope you enjoyed our performance and will support us further in the future! We wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you!" These words caused more screams and cheers, I was happy to have such caring fans, I wanted to try and get all the good new in before my announcement.

After giving a huge speech about how Super Junior is my family now and how much I cared about them, the audience were louder than before, all of them so happy, I just have to admire how free they are… But when I looked around to my fellow SuJu members, I had the opposite reaction, everyone was looking at me with confusion on there faces, I couldn't stand seeing them upset but… I had to announce it… I promised myself I would…

I nodded to my self and took a step forward out of the bands line up and raised one of my hand to quiet the crowd, at this point the others were becoming anxious, I could here them whispering to one another.

When everyone was quiet I raised the mic up to my mouth "There… There is one last thing I would like to announce" I could feel tears burning inside my eyes "as I said before, I have come along way because of you all and because of my…" I had to pause to try and fight my tears "My brothers… My family" I looked around at them and smiled, a tear escaping and rolling down my cheek.

I looked back to the audience and took a deep breath to readying myself, I stood up straight, I could feel my hands shaking as I held the mic to my mouth again "As some of you know… or at least rumours… I am now 30 and… and have to…" Tear were now streaming down my face uncontrollably, but I have to keep my posture "I have applied for my two year military service and shall be leaving to do so in one month…" After I finally gave the news I broke down, dropping the mic and covering my mouth with my hand as I sobbed, I didn't want to leave.